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someOne who stoLe

2006-07-20T13:58:00.000+08:00

i read a magazine today,

and guess what!...

one of my poem was there...

i dunno how that piece got there...

i saw this name (or should i say "his" name)

it was.. uhm... Ejmangahas...

boy!.. if i were you... better make your own piece...

it would be more satisfying that to copy-paste

a poem of other person...

get it?

YOU SUCK!

bkit hnd mo ako sinalo?

2006-07-10T19:16:00.000+08:00

8:21

2006-06-06T20:01:00.000+08:00

Eight p.m.

Candles lit.

Phone ringing.

It’s you calling.

I say hello.

You had something in mind.

Something to tell. Something to spill out.

You didn’t want to. You just have to.

I was excited.

In a way afraid.

Your voice was shaky.

This was something not good.

I waited for you to talk

.Waited… Waited… Waited…

Eight fifteenYou started to cry.

I asked why

.You didn’t answer.

You kept on crying.And still kept me waiting.

Eight twenty one

You said, “Baby let’s end this, it’s now goodbye.”

Now I get it.

I didn’t let you explain coz there’s no use to it.

I was confused.

I wanted to ask.

Then I said, “Then be it”.

Then I hung the phone…

And enjoyed my first moment alone…

sorry alyssa...

2006-05-31T20:13:00.000+08:00

gusto ko lng mag-sorry sau...
lam ko na nasaktan na nmn kita...
lagi nlng aqng masama sau...
ni hnd ko man lng pinansin ung feelings mo...
sorry nasaktan ka ulit...
ilang beses na kitang sinaktan...
ilang beses na aqng ngsorry...
ilang beses mo na aqng pntawad...
pero anong gnwa ko?!...
gago aq... para saktan ka ng gn2...

ngaun sobrang nadala na aq...
kng bi2gyan mo lng aq ng pagka2taon...
ausin ntin lahat ng gulo...
lam kong sobrang nsaktan ka....
hayaan mong mkabawi aq...

sorry na tlga...
sory na....
sorry na...

05.03.06

2006-05-24T21:19:00.000+08:00

i thought dis was the end...
it started in a simple joke...
followed by may fear...
this i called "fear" was "breaking up"
i never felt that stong feeling before
i was too scared, i can't eat...
i thought she was kiddin' but in the end i was worried...
she's my life...
i cried and cried.. until my eyes automatically shut down.,
even in my dreams i can't imagine that this day would come...
when i woke up... stil, i can't stop again crying...
i waited for her call that day,, it was almost 6:00 pm
but still no calls, no sign at all...
i runnin' out of hope...
until suddenly, the phone rang
yes!.. she called me..
then we talked online (chat)... clearing things off
she didn't want me to go,, she didn't mean to break up with me that morning
she was so sorry for what had happend...
i forgive her.. coz i really do love her..
and so as she...
it ended with a hangging question:

are you stiil mad at me?...
do you still love me?

after awhile the phone ring again...
i heard her voice..
full of saddness... still she was giving an apology...
and one thing was left in my mind that day...
that no matter how sad you are
because of person whom you loved...
you will still find comfort and relief...
to the same person that hurt you...
because of the thing called LOVE...

"hOpLess RomAntic"

2006-05-08T16:52:00.000+08:00

Here I am just writing

no one would say that

I'm good at this,,

my handwriting maybe not that good...

but it doesn't matter now

because my idea is more important.

You see I'm hopeless romantic,

always traveling around the world

looking for the right one...

Every country that I stayed on,

I left no mark, no trace at all...

A hopeless romantic like me

always try to find the one

I was dreaming of...

I fall-in-love not just once

but many times to almost all

interesting people I met,,

yet no one would fit,, no one,,

NONE...

Still striving, I thought one of them

would be the perfect one...

Searching for it,, I forgot to be me,,

I forgot,, I forgot.

If a hopeless romantic like me

would came into your life,

would you care, or would you ignore?

my needs to find the perfect one...

would you stay, or should I leave?

to find again the one where I should be?...

-Sherry Ann Tan-

wªy bªck yÉstÉRdªy

2006-04-06T18:48:00.000+08:00

kanina habang nagdidikit ako ng mga pictures
sa photo album, hnd ko naiwasang tignan ang
mga larawan ng nakaraan...

una kong nkita picture kong maiksi pa ung
buhok ko... hahaha... ngaun ko lng nlaman
na ang cute ko noon (sabay suka!..LOLZ)
naalala ko noon na ayokong mgpahaba ng
hair kasi mainit... tska hnd bagay sa
porma ko... muka ang lalake!.. gosh!...
pero ngaun.. well!... mas gusto ko pang
long hair... kasi ganda ko na (sabay suka ulet!)

habang nililipat ko ang pahina ng photo album,
nakita ko naman ung class picture namin ngayong
4th year... hay nako... isa lang ang msasabi ko,
"SOBRANG MAMIMISS KO 'TONG BATCH NMIN!"... gosh!
i can't believe na graduate na kmi!... naalala ko..
ung mga tawanan, kulitan, asaran, awayan, picturan,
chessers, mga babaeng may sariling salon sa loob ng
class room, kwentuhan na walang saysay, kopyahan ng
assingments, vacant tuwing PEHM time, burautan,
ma-BOTENG usapan, syesta tuwing VALUES time, paglalaro
ng mga larong pambata, at kung anu-ano pang iba...
hay,, sarap tlga ng 4th year life...

pagkatapos ng class picture, nakita ko naman ang
picture namin sa bivouac... naalala ko, bago kami
pumunta sa zambales, pinuno muna kmi ng instrution at
pangaral... (hahaha... oo nga nmn... para hnd kami mgkalat
sa lugar!) doon tlga nabuo ung "bonding" ng mga
4th year... lahat natutong mging independent...
doon din nabuo ung 17 principles ni sir Nelson Agoyaoy...
kami un!... mga CAT officers!... sobrang saya nmin nun...
mahirap pero masaya!...

sumunod ko nmng nkita ung picture nmin nung x-mas party...
nagsama ang st. ignatius at st.augustine... grabe sa function hall kmi ng celebreate!... ang saya nung araw na un... kaso un na din ung last na party nmin sa SGA.. hay nka2lungkot.. pero syempre oi lang un... kasi nagsama-sama na dun ung mga tarantado, nerd, plastics, kikays, punks, trasher, simple, cutes... hay.. sarap tlaga pagnaalala mo ung past dbuh?!...

retreat naman ung sumunod kong nkitaz at naalala.. hahaha... sobrang banal ng mga demonyo... ang ganda ng view... solemn... at sobrang nkapagreflect kmi... umiyak, napagod, nagsaya, nagutom at nabusog muli, ngreflect, kumanta at sumayaw... NAKILALA NAMIN ANG DIYOS kaso nga lang ung iba hnd pa din effectiv ung retreat... ntatawa aq kpag naalala ko ung nsa kwarto kmi nila pnut, bless at monmon.. kc bawal mgdala ng pagkain sa loob ng room.. e anong mgagawa nmin kng tlgang hnd kaya ng chan nmin na hnd kumain ng mid-night snack.. hahaha.. kaya un.. pilit kming ngnanakaw ng saging sa kitchen ng mary hills.. hehehe..

graduation na! pero bago kmi gumraduate e ang dami nming pnagdaanan, anjan ung term paper, mga journals, complete notes, mga present ng play ni basilio sa filipino, huling march sa CAT...at kung anu-ano pang iba!.. hay.. pero iba tlga ang batch nmin!... kc kmi ang popular sa word na "CRAM"... lahat minamadali sa last 1 minute!.. hahaha! astig!... ang saya ng practice nmin!.. parang ngtotour lng kmi sa iba't- ibang lugar kahit na nsa labas lng kmi ng church kc puro picture taking kahit saan ka tumingin... astig noh?!... yan ang 4th year life!... sobrang saya!... sobrang gulo!... sobrang nkakatuwa!...

pagkatapos ng lahat eto kmi ngayon, nghahanap ng college schools na mapapasukan, haharapin ang bagong buhay, at makakahanap muli ng panibagong tirahang matatawag... pero kahit na anong mangyari, kahit na saan kami mapunta, kahit na anong daan ang tatahakin nmin, hnd nmin mka2limutan ang isang samahang tumatak na sa ating puso at isip!... ang pagiging gabrielans na minsan nang nagturo sa atin ng ng salitang SAMAHANG WALANG IWANAN!... salamat sa inyo mga peepz!

akala ko ganon lang un...

2006-04-02T17:37:00.000+08:00

noon, hnd ko inakalang mgi2ng gni2 pla pag nagmahal...
i thought you just need to say "i love you" so that you
can please the one you "LIKE"

noon, whenever i do like someone....
i get into their "weakness and happiness"
para madali silang mahulog sa kin...
yeah, i feel soo good whenever they fall on me...
iniisip ko noon na ganon lang pala ung dapat gawin..
hahaha... silly me!

naalala ko pa noon meron aqng sariling motto...

"collect and collect, then select"

madaming taong hnd ko sinasadyang paiyakin...
at meron nmng tlgang pinapaiyak ko...
i don't knw why.. pero noon natutuwa aq
everytime they beg... hahaha... it's just like
they are like a child tpos knuha ko sa knila ung candy...

but there are also people that i learned to love...
BUT in the end.. they left me all alone...
tao din ako... cguro eto ung mga ngiging KARMA ko...
i was really hurt... now i knw what was the feeling of
my "VICTIMS" before...

"in every relation that a person takes, they learn
and sometimes forget who they are... unless...
that relation ended..."

after every relation that i take...
lahat un merong conclusion...
pagsisisi, panghihinayang or minsan happy memories...

oh!... i remember my first time having a relation...
gosh!... do'n tlga ako naniniwalang sila ung magbibigay
sa'yo ng mga fist time na unforgettable experiences...
first hug, kiss, FK?, problems and happiness...
talagang hahanap-hanapin mo ung moment na un...
pagkatapos nun... pag oras na para maghiwalay kau....
parang iisipin mong

"sayang bakit ko pa sya pinakawalan?...
meron ba akong ginawang masama?"

akala mo noon end of YOUR world...

without knwing that there are many

people that surrounds you na naghihintay lang

na makita mo... pagkatapos nun... pagnakahanap

ka na ng bago... naks! bagong kasiyahan

na nmn ang matatamasa mo... hehehe... pero

this time... you are too careful kasi natatakot or

nag-aalinlangan ka pa kng magtatagal pa kau...

malamang baka na-troma ka na...

i thought everything falls into my plans..

hanggang may nkilala akong isang girl...

she was my friend that turn-to-be my lover...

whahaha.. iba na tlga ung ngagawa ng pagiging

"bolera" dw...

akala ko... ngbibiro lng tong taong 'to..

pero.. nako!.. handang i-sacrifice lahat..

kahit na buhay nya... syete!...

tinamaan tlga sa kin.. anong gnwa ko?!....

di nagtagal... nahulog din ako sa knya.. pero

iba na 'to... as in!.. hulog na hulog ako sa knya...

naramdaman ko kc ung tlgang mamahalin ka nya

khit anong mngyari...

noon niloloko ko sya.. sinasbi kong infatuation lang

ung nararamdaman nya sa kin... kaso...

ako ata ung sobrang na-infatuate that turned

to feel that so called "LOVE"

"you'll never know what happen next

when love takes over to your life.."

ganon pala kapag nagmamahalan ang dlwang tao...

kahit ano handang gawin...

magkasama kayo sa saya at problema...

pinupunan ng isa ang pagkukulang ng mahal nya...

ang sarap magmahal.. lalo na kng pareho nyong mahal

ang isa't isa!...

there are some problems and arguments

that you and your partner may incounter...

but if you do have trust ang faith....

aba!.. sisiw lang yang mga problema...

"iba na tlga kapag may nagmamahal at

may minamahal... sobrang sarap ng pakiramdam!"

after all the relationships that i took,

this one that i had now was the best!...

we are now one year... AND STILL

GOING STRONG!....

i love whatever God gave me...

and the best part is that

i really love my MUSHY!...

i really love you.. Alyssa!

............oOo............

"Love is patient, love is kind. It is not

jealous, it is not pompous, it is not inflated,

it is not rude, it does not seek its own interests,

it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood

over injury, it does not rejoices over wrong doings

but rejoices with the truth.

It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things,

endures all things."

1Corinthians 13: 4-7

I l♀ve You: in diFferent LªnguªgE

2006-03-31T14:01:00.000+08:00

English - I love you

Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief

Albanian - Te dua

Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)

Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)

Armenian - Yes kez sirumen

Bambara - M'bi fe

Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee)

Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu

Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo

Bulgarian - Obicham te

Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah

Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T'estimo

Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i (Thanks Nancy!)

Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse

Chichewa - Ndimakukonda

Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)

Creol - Mi aime jou

Croatian - Volim te

Czech - Miluji te

Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig

Dutch - Ik hou van jou

Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien)

Esperanto - Mi amas vin

Estonian - Ma armastan sind

Ethiopian - Afgreki'

Faroese - Eg elski teg

Farsi - Doset daram

Filipino - Mahal kita

Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua

French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore

Frisian - Ik hâld fan dy

Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort

Georgian - Mikvarhar

German - Ich liebe dich

Greek - S'agapo

Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo

Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw

Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe

Hebrew to male: "ani ohev otcha" (said by male) "Ohevet ot'cha" (said by female)

Hebrew to female: "ani ohev otach" (said by male) "ohevet Otach" (said by female)

Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw

Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae

Hmong - Kuv hlub koj

Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta

Hungarian - Szerelmes vagyok beléd(Thanks Csaba!)

Icelandic - Eg elska tig

Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw

Indonesian - Saya cinta padamuInuit - Negligevapse

Irish - Taim i' ngra leat

Italian - Ti amo

Japanese - Aishiteru

Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene

Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka

Kiswahili - Nakupenda

Konkani - Tu magel moga cho

Korean - Sarang Heyo

Latin - Te amo

Latvian - Es tevi miilu

Lebanese - Bahibak

Lithuanian - Tave myliu

Luxembourgeois - Ech hun dech gäer

Macedonian - Te Sakam

Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu

Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu

Maltese - Inhobbok

Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni

Marathi - Me tula prem karto

Mohawk - Kanbhik

Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik

Nahuatl - Ni mits neki

Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni

Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg

Pandacan - Syota na kita!!

Pangasinan - Inaru Taka

Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo

Persian - Doo-set daaramPig

Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay

Polish - Kocham Ciebie

Portuguese - Eu te amo

Romanian - Te iubesc

Russian - Ya tebya liubliuScot

Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort

Serbian - Volim te

Setswana - Ke a go rata

Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing'I Love You')

Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan

Sioux - Techihhila

Slovak - Lu`bim ta

Slovenian - Ljubim te

Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo

Swahili - Ninapenda wewe

Swedish - Jag alskar dig

Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di

Surinam - Mi lobi joe

Tagalog - Mahal kita

Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li

Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe

Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen

Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu

Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)

Thai - Phom rak khun (to female)

Turkish - Seni Seviyorum

Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu

Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo

Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female)

Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male)

Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di

Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh

Yoruba - Mo ni fe

x-mas party!... the last one on high scool lyf

2006-01-05T19:25:00.000+08:00

dis is the last one... soo this must be the best!

...nOvémbeR.. 13

2005-11-13T11:13:00.000+08:00

Happy 9th Monthsary!!!...

sEmbrEªk!!!

2005-11-02T18:17:00.000+08:00

uH... it's bOring insYd tHIs house!...
aNd i wAnt to gEt oUt!!...

.... hnd nka2sawa.....

2005-09-21T19:24:00.000+08:00

di naka2sawang sbihin na....
mahal ko si....
alyssa

rAiny dAyz... sTory of jAzz aNd pEAch....

2005-09-10T17:27:00.000+08:00

it's my fave story.... kc may lesson na mku2ha e....

Kabisado ko na ang lugar na ‘to. Well-manicured ang lawn. Manmade lagoon. Flowering shrubs. Kahit simple lang ang libingan, halata pa ring puro mayaman ang nakalibing dito. Pero kahit yata nakapikit ako eh makikita ko ang puntod na ‘to na nalililiman ng malalaking puno ng Acacia. Binasa ko ang nakaukit sa lapida; Jazmine Hontiveros at Anne Peach Torres, died on December 16, 1999. Habang tinitingnan ko ang unti-unting pagtunaw ng mga kandila, hindi ko maiwasang isipin sina Jazz at Peach. At kung bakit nandito sila ngayon. Team captain ng women’s basketball ng UP si Jazz. Kahit sikat siya sa campus, hindi siya ma-ere. Gayunpaman, sobra naman siyang maloko at alaskador. Hindi yata lilipas ang isang araw nang wala siyang inaasar. And one thing more: she was a lesbian-and proud of it. “Why should I apologize for it?” ‘yon ang standard answer niya every time may magtatanong sa kanya tungkol sa sexual reference niya. But I knew her well to know that deep inside, she was hurting. Galing sa prominenteng at konserbatibong pamilya sa Cebu si Jazz. Kaya siguro hindi siya matanggap ng pamilya niya. Disgrace daw kasi siya. Isipin mo nga naman, dating gobernador ang tatay niya at pari pa ang isang uncle niya. Sa pamilyang tulad nila, nakakahiya nga namang magkaroon ng anak na tibo o bading. Kinahihiya pa rin siya ng parents niya. Hindi raw siya magsa-suceed dahil tibo siya. Paparusahan daw siya ng Diyos dahil immoral siya. Kaya nga ganon na lang ang tuwa niya nang pareho kaming pumasa sa UP Diliman. Sa wakas daw, makakalayo na siya sa pamilya niya. Matatahimik na raw ang buhay niya kahit paano. Alam ko sinsabi niya lang yon pro masakit din sa kanya na hindi siya matanggap ng pamilya niya. Maliban sa pagiging team captain ng UP Maroons Women Basketball Team, consistent din siya sa pagiging college scholar. Pero never na nalaman ng pamilya niya ang mga achievements niya. Paano ba naman, simula ng dumating kami dito, pinadadalhan na lang siya ng pera ng parents niya. Ni hindi man lang sumusulat o tumatawag para kamustahin ang anak nila. Si Jazz din, hindi nag-try na sumulat o tumawag. “Kung noon ngang kasama ko sila sa bahay, hindi na sila interesado sa akin, ngayon pa kaya?” katwiran niya sa akin noong kulitin ko siya na tumawag naman sa bahay nila. Hindi na ko nakipagtalo. Buhat din noon, hindi ko na siya kinulit pang sumabay sa pag-uwi ko tuwing sembreak. Mula kasi nang dumating kami sa Manila, hindi na umuwi sa kanila si Jazz, kahit Pasko. Tuluyan na siyang naging estranged sa family niya. Tuwing bakasyon, busy siya sa paga-assemble ng computers o pagdedesign ng website. Racket niya ‘yon at ‘yon din ang naging daan para magkakilala sila ni Peach. Sa isang exclusive school nag-aaral si Peach. Naghahanap ng web designer ang sorority niya para sa web page nila. It turned out that one of our classmates was her sis sa soro. Nirekomenda ng classmate naming si Jazz. Isinama ako ni Jazz nang makipagmeeting siya kay Peach. Peach was a stunner. With her doe eyes, aquiline nose and creamy complexion, madaming nanliligaw sa kanya. Before I knew it, nagko-confide na sa akin si Jazz. She was smitten daw by Peach’s charm. I warned her to take it easy. Peach was so beautiful. Marami siyang karibal. “Well, I’ve been turned down by my own family. One more rejection wouldn’t hurt that bad, right?” She grinned. Natawa na lang ako sa sinabi niya. “Bahala ka nga sa buhay mo,” sabi ko. Ibang klaseng manligaw si Jazz. Simple lang, minsan nga baduy na eh. Instead of flowers and chocolates, ginagawan niya ng funny cards si Peach. O kaya naman, dadalhin niya sa Sunken Garden at pakakainin ng fishball at tukneneng, habang kinakantahan niya ng mga mushy songs. Niloko ko nga siya minsan. Sabi ko, paano siya magugustuhan ni Peach eh ang baduy-baduy niyang manligaw. Katwiran naman ng gaga, hindi naman daw kasi pwedeng lantaran niyang ligawan si Peach. Una, bawal sa school nila. Madre kasi ang nagpapalakad. Pangalawa, may sorority nga si Peach. Ano na lang ang sasabihin ng mga sisses nito? Although Jazz was such a charmer, nagulat pa rin ako nang sagutin siya ni Peach. I remember that time so well. I was studying for my Math 17 dep exam nang dumating siya sa apartment. She was wearing this silly grin on her face. “Guess what? Sinagot na ko ni Peach!” I didn’t know what to say. Part of me was skeptical. Paano kung nagtri-trip lang si Peach? Jazz had been through a lot and I didn’t want to see her get hurt again. But the glint of happiness in her eyes somehow reassured me. It convinced me that maybe - just maybe - Peach was the person who would make Jazz happy Peach easily fit in Jazz’ life. Kapag pareho ang vacant periods nila, sabay silang kumakain ng lunch. Kung hindi naman, text galore naman sila, reminding each other na wag mag-skip ng lunch, and other mushy things. Kapag gabi na ang uwian ni Peach, sususnduin naman siya. Minsan nga nagseselos na ko. I felt na wala ng time si Jazz for me. Pero konsolasyon ko na lang na makitang masaya si Jazz. Nakita ko rin kung paano alagaan ni Peach si jazz. Binibilhan niya si Jazz ng vitamins, pinapagalitan kung hindi kumakain. Nang magkasakit nga si Jazz, si Peach ang nag-alaga sa kanya for three days. And one thing about them, they pulled each other up. They were each other’s strength. When the Maroons lost an important game to UST, Jazz was so disappointed. And Peach was there to comfort her. She even cooked chicken adobo, Jazz’ favorite food. Before I knew it, Peach moved in with us. At mas lalo kong nakita kung gaano nila kamahal ang isa’t-isa. Gusting-gusto ng dalawa kapag malakas ang ulan. It was their excuse to just stay in bed, cuddling up, drinking hot cocoa while watching a video. Sometimes, they’d curl up sa sofa reading a book together. There was this time pa nga na naligo sila sa ulan. At ang gagong si Jazz, kumuha pa ng sabon at shampoo! Feel na feel talagang maligo sa ulan ni mokong! Minsan biniro ko si Jazz. Sabi ko, kumusta ba ang may active sex life? “!@#$!”, natatawang sabi ni Jazz. “pero alam mo”, seryosong sabi ni Jazz, “Peach and I don’t have sex. We make love.” “!@#$ ang making love?” What’s the difference?”, I asked. “I don’t know. It’s an explicable feeling eh. It’s more than physical pleasure. It’s more of the meeting of the mind, of the soul.” “Corny mo talaga,” biro ko kay Jazz. Kahit sobrang in-love sila, they were still extremely cautios na wag malaman ng iba ang relationship nila. Ni hindi nga nagho-holding hands kapag nasa public. Pero sabi nga, wala namang lihim na hindi naitatago. Eventually, nakaabot sa parents ni Peach ang balita. ` Dumating ang parents niya sa apartment. Napagkamalan pa ngang ako si Jazz. Pagbukas na pagbukas ko ng pinto eh tinalakan na ako. “Teka nga,” naiirita kong sagot, “eh hindi naman ho ako si Jazz eh.” Narinig pala ni Jazz yung pagbubunganga ng mother ni Peach kaya lumabas ito. Kung anu-anong masasakit na salita ang ibinato ng parents ni Peach kay Jazz. Kesyo idinadamay raw nito ang unica hija nila sa pagka-imoral. Na wala naman daw mapapala si Peach sa isang tibo. At hindi nito matatanggap ang anak na makipagrelasyon sa isang tibo. Iyak ng iyak noon si Peach, begging her parents to understand. Tahimik lang si Jazz, nakikinig. Maya-maya tumayo ito. Umakyat sa kwarto nila. Pagbaba, may dala nang bag, laman ang gamit ni Peach. “What are you doing?”, naiiyak nitong tanong kay Jazz. “Sumama ka na sa kanila,” “You’re letting me go just like that? Fight for me naman, Jazz. Please.” Nakayakap na si Peach kay Jazz, halos lumuhod na siya sa pagmamakaawa dito. Umiiyak na rin si Jazz noon. “I love you so much Peach. Ayokong danasin mo ‘yung itakwil ka ng mga magulang mo.” Pilit inialis ni Jazz ang mga kamay ni Peach. Ang tatay naman ni Peach, halos kaladkarin na siya palabas ng apartment. “Jazz please!” pero tumalikod na si Jazz, umakyat sa kwarto nila to shut herself from the world. Ibang Jazz na ‘yung nakita ko after that. Naging withdrawn, always staring off into space. Inaya ko nga minasang gumimik sa Malate, pero pag nasa bar na, naka-upo lang, nagyoyosi, nagbubutas ng bangko. Nabalitaan na lang naming na nag-enroll sa ibang school si Peach. At hidi raw makaalis ng walang bantay. Minsan nasa kalagitnaan kami ng klase noon ng may nagtext sa kanya. tapos nagpaalam. Magsi-CR daw siya. Natapos na ‘yung subject hindi pa rin bumabalik. Tinext ko siya , asking kung nasaan siya. Maya-maya, tumawag, parang masayang-masaya. Huwag daw akong mag-alala dahil she’s fine. Wish her luck daw. Nailing lang ako. “What are you up to na naman ba?” I asked her. “Basts.” Gabi na akong nakauwi that day. Dahil sa pagod, nakatulog ako kaagad. Siguro mga ala-una yon, may kumatok. Hindi ko pinansin nung una, akala ko nananaginip lang ako. Eh ang kulit. Bumaba ako at sinilip ko muna kung sino yon. Aba, mahirap na. Hindi ko namalayan ang mga sumunod na pangyayari. I just found myself in the morgue, staring at Jazz and Peach’s lifeless forms. Sabi nga ng mga pulis, tinawagan daw sila ng mga room boys sa isang motel sa may Harrison. Tapos na raw kasi yung short-time, hindi pa rin lumalabas sa kwarto ang dalawa. Hindi naman daw sumasagot kahit kinakatok kaya’t puwersahan nang binuksan. At tumambad nga sa kanila sina Jazz at Peach, magkayakap, patay. Nag-overdose ang dalawa. May nakitang note ang mga pulis. It read: “In another lifetime, maybe we could have the happiness we deserve. Tinawagan agad ng mga pulis ang parents ng dalawa. I was glad I didn’t have to talk to Jazz’ parents. Baka hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko, kung ano pa ang masabi ko. The next morning, nasa funeral home na sila. Unang dumating ang parents ni Jazz. Iyak sila ng iyak. Pero hindi ko magawang maawa sa family ni Jazz. Mahal din pala nila ang anak nila, bakit hindi nila ipinakita noong buhay pa ito? Nang dumating ang parents ni Peach ay nag-usap sila. Nag-decide sila na pagsamahin na lang sa isang libingan ang dalawa. Umuulan noong araw na inilibing sila. Just what like what Peach and Jazz would have wanted. Pero this time, they were not curled up in the sofa, drinking cocoa or cuddling. They were not out in the rain playing like kids, oblivious to the stares and smiles of the passerby. They were being lowered to the ground. Naisip ko, siguromasaya na ngayon yung dalawa. For all we know, baka they’re cuddling right now. Before, tinanong ako ni Jazz, “What’s wrong with these people?” May nadaanan kasi kaming simbahan, tapos may streamer sila announcing a healing explosion. Pati daw mga gays will be cured to their homosexuality. Pikang-pika noon si Jazz. Pero, ako naman tinatawanan ko lang siya. Hindi ko kasi alam kung anong isasagot ko. Now I know. We’re bunch of hypocrites. All of us are sinners trying to wash off our guilt by putting down other people. And such hypocrisy led to the death of two people who loved each other so much. Their only sin: they were both girls. Is started to rain. At first ambon lang. I watched as the flames tried valiantly to fight the onslaught of raindrops. Then the flames flickered, and with the sudden gush of the wind, were suddenly extinguished.

☺☺hªy...scoO£☺☺

2005-08-19T16:29:00.000+08:00

hay nako...

its 6:34 in the afternoon...

ka-uuwi ko lng sa bahay...

sobrang pagod.. tuliro...hnd ko alm...

pero parang gs2 ko nang sumuko...

minsan gs2 ko nang sbhan ung sarili ko:

"bakit nging honor ka pa?... tanga mo tlga!"

pressure?...

yes of course!...

sobrang hirap i-maintain ung honor na un...

teacher sa kanan... trabahon sa kaliwa...

hnd ko na alm kung anong uunahin ko...

ksama pa dun ung mga homeworks...

pati na rin lhat ng kailangang pag-aralan...

kapagod noh?!...

pero anong mga2wa ko?!...

"e honor aq e.... san ka pa?!"

i-sama mo pa ung posisyon mo sa C.A.T

monday and friday kailangang bilisan ung kilos...

kulang sa oras... at minsan nsisi pa....

wow... iba na tlga ung mga "disiplinado"...

"parang robot.... utos sila d2....

minsan khit hnd nmin trabaho..

kami pa din ung gmgwa... baet noh?..."

pero tnong ko lng...

na-aapriciate ba nila 'toh?!...

ang hirap nmn tlga ng ganon...

honor ka na, respitado, disiplinado, ect.

pero tao pa buh ang tingin nila sa katulad ko?!...

para sa kin hnd....

ang taas ng expectations...

alm pa buh nla kng gaano na kmi nhi2rapan...

alm buh nla kng hnggng san ung limitations nmin...

"man, do they know that i'm not perfect?!, we're not perfect..."

minsan mpa2nsin ka lng nla kpag may gnwa ka....
"kaso ung gnwa mo e masama pa..."
astig!... parang nanliit ka...

gs2 mo nang matunaw at mawala nlng ng parang bula...

knina... gs2 ko nang umiyak, mgalit, sumigaw at sumagot...

pero anong mga2wa ko?.... ika nga....

"utos ng hari... hnd naba2li..."

yan ang isa sa mga tingin kong tama...

pagdating sa sitwasyong gnon...

oo nga cno ba nmn kmi?!...

sang hamak na estudyante....

at cno buh nmn cla...

cla nmn ung mga mkapangyarihan....

cla ung mga taong alm lhat...

"papunta palang kmi, pabalik na cla"

kailangan mature na kmi...

kailangan kaya na nming tumayo sa mga sarili namin...

kailangan panagutan nmin ung gnwa nmin...

syempre.... matanda na kmi e...

at next year, nsa colehiyo na kami!...
wow!, siguro kpag nsa colehiyo na kmi......

maiisip nmin toh....

ta2wanan nlng nmin lahat ng mga ngawa nming kalokohan...

masa2bi lng nmin na...

"tol... saya noon noh?!... para taung mga baliw..."

sana gnon nga ung msabi ko...

pero sa ngaun...

ila2bas ko lng ung mga hinaing ko...

"obligado aq sa mga mngya2ri sa buhay ko...

kaya kong lumaban aq, pero hnd ko alm kng saan aq lu2gar."

mhirap panatilihing mging respitado...

kailangan mabait ka...

responsable...

at may pakpak na puti (angel baga)

sa lugar nmin..

dlwa lng ung kinaasarang ko...

una...ung mga bampira!...

(sumisipsip sa mga dugo ng mga hari)

buti nlng hnd nwa2lan ng dugo ung mga hari?!...

at ang ang pangalawa...

sa mga haring ngpa2taw ng desisyon...

na hnd man lng inaalam minsan

ung mga dahilan ng mga taong nsa2kupan nia....

high scool life...

masaya..

mgulo...

nka2tawa..

suspends...

drama...

action...

comedy...

a basta lhat ng klase ng pilikula nsa high scool na...

at ngayon 4th year na aq...

dapat sulitin!...

last year na toh e...

ala nang balikan...

ala nang ulitan...

"salamat nga pla...

sa mga hari na hmawak sa mga leeg nmin...

alm ko namang mahal nio kmi..

kaya dpat idisiplina kmisimula pa nung una...

sa mga bampira, na nka2buisit kng minsan...

at sa mga ktulad ko...

isang sipleng estudyante...

gs2ng mag-enjoy,mging masaya,

mangarap na balang arw mta2pos nmin

ang aming pag-aaral...."

oops!...

may ngtxt sa kin...
c jovilyn....
tamang tama... ganda ng quotation....

"b hapi wit wat you have...

while working for wat you want...

rmmbr, a hapi in successful life...

begins with God and ends with God."

at mas gs2 kong psalamatan ngaun...

c God...

"i knw i'm not religious.."

pero salamat sa knya...

dhil nka2hanap pa aq ng msa2bi kong pedeng mkinig

sa mga hinaing ng mga katulad kong estudyante...

hump...cguro nri2ndi na cia sa mga hinaing ko...hehehe...

sa mga haring mka2basa nito...

no offence po...

gs2 ko lng pong msabi kng anong hnd ko msbi sa harap nio...

alm kong kramihan dito ay pawang mali...

alm kong nkasentro lng aq sa mga nra2mdaman ko...

pero sana...

khit d2 man lng po...

mlanam nio ang sinasaloob ko...
khit sa pgsulat man lng...

----> isang pagpapahayag ng estudyante

gusto lng nming maintindihan nio kng

gaano ksaya ang hisg scool lyf....

huling taon na nmin 'to...

and there's one thing that i want to say...

"in this period of life... we experience

different stituations and emotions...

at kpag 4th year ka na...

unti unti mong ba2likan ang mga

nangyari sa tatlong taon mong

ginugol sa eskwelahan na

tinuruan kang mging isang

ganap na teenager....

i'm so proud to say that i'm one of them...."

i h8 this stuff.....

2005-07-22T19:27:00.000+08:00

coffee

to my frends....

2005-06-28T18:07:00.000+08:00

lam ko nging mgulo ung barkadahan ntin dhil sa kin....
kc tanga aq para iwanan kau minsan sa ere...
pero... hnd nmn dpat gnon dbuh?...
kng kaibigan nio tlga aq sana nmn ok lng sa inyo kng anong gs2 ko....
hnd tau ngkaintindihn kc inuna pa ntin ung galit....
ngkamali din nmn aq (alm ko)....
pero hnd nio buh tnignan ung sarili nio?!...
ako lng buh lgi ung mali at kau ung tama... com'on pals!...
lhat tau hnd perpekto....

i hope that this will be the end...
hnd buh kau npa2god sa ayaw na toh?...

h♀ld y☼u d☼wn by j.L☼

2005-05-20T13:13:00.000+08:00

JENNIFER LOPEZ (f/ Fat Joe)

Hold You Down

[Verse 1]

[Jennifer:]

Now you've been holding me down

For such a long time nowFrom back then

To now in my story

Straight from the hood

You've always been there for me

And ya had my back(When they)

Back when everybody said

I wasn't anything

It was you who had me holdin' on

No matter what was goin' on

So no whatever ya need I got you

[Fat Joe:]

Reminiscing that 6 train from way back

Now its sky blue phantoms and stretch may backs

Sweepin' them floors in them Bronx apartments

Mira esta que on that red carpet

With Pun and Ja you was the first to call me

I never told you but you was there for me

Whatever you need, I'll be there for you

Crack - I got ya back for real (True story)

[Bridge]

[Jennifer:]

Now my loyalty, will always be

With you, if you just promise me

That you'll stay real just like you are'

Cause baby you don't have to change (no)

[Chorus]

[Jennifer:]

You don't know how much you mean to me

Whenever you down

You know that you can lean on me

No matter the situation

Boy, I'm gon' hold you down

[Fat Joe:]

You don't know how much you mean to me

Whenever you down

You know that you can lean on me

No matter the situation

Girl, I'm gon' hold you down

[Verse 2]

[Fat Joe:]

2005 Rakim and Jody Watley

Why'd she paint such a picture so perfect

Quite possibly

The real expression from BX

To South Beach

I'ma always hold you down, girl

You can count on me

[Jennifer:]

So remember this whenever I call

We go back too far

We've been through it all

Even though we haven't spoke

In so long

Ain't nothing has changed

Not a damn thing, baby

[Bridge]

[Jennifer:]

Now my loyalty, will always be

With you, if you just promise me

That you'll stay real just like you are

'Cause baby you don't have to change because

[Chorus]

[Jennifer:]

You don't know how much you mean to me

Whenever you downYou know that you can lean on me

No matter the situation

Boy, I'm gon' hold you down

[Fat Joe:]

You don't know how much you mean to me

Whenever you down

You know that you can lean on me

No matter the situation

Girl, I'm gon' hold you down

[Verse 3]

[Fat Joe:]

Like green, it's the autumns

Things will stay

This industry, yeah, I fought

Made me this way

Get between me and J.Lo

I simply stay

You better off sweepin' leaves

On a windy day (no)

[Jennifer:]

So I don't care about the situation

I'ma ride for you if there's a complication

Every time you had my back and all

When we were young

Now you Joe, we crackin' off

[Bridge]

[Jennifer:]

Now my loyalty, will always be

With you, if you just promise me

That you'll stay real just like you are

'Cause baby you don't have to change because

[Chorus]

[Jennifer:]

You don't know how much you mean to me

Whenever you down

You know that you can lean on me

No matter the situation

Boy, I'm gon' hold you down

[Fat Joe:]

You don't know how much you mean to me

Whenever you down

You know that you can lean on me

No matter the situation

Girl, I'm gon' hold you down

[Jennifer and Fat Joe:]

You don't know how much you mean to me

Whenever you down

You know that you can lean on me

No matter the situation

I'm gon' hold you down

http://www.LyricsTop.com

ªLyssª

2005-04-18T12:43:00.000+08:00

minsan ko na syang nging kaibigan...
pero it lead into a deep relation....
ewn ko ba...
i know nmn dat dis was wrong...
pero i really love her...

maybe some of my friends don't like dis...
but...
anong mgagawa ko?....
nand2 na e....
everything was fyn except for one....
lam nmin na against all odds...
lhat wrong...
soo?!...
wat if some pipol disagree?
wat if dey don't lyk wat we are doin'....

a bsta!....
alyssa...
if you read dis msg...
pls...

sana mlaman mo na khit anong mngyari ....
mahal na mahal kta....
just hold on!....
coz i dont want to lose you now...
"aja lng ng aja!"....
kaya natin 'toh!... kng mni2wala lng tau sa isa't-isa...

at para nmn sa "ODDS"
... hehehe....
senxa kau!....
mahal ko cia!....
walang mka2pigil nun!.... hehehe

L☼vÉ m☼vés by ninª

2005-04-18T12:12:00.000+08:00

Verse I
Who'd have thought / this is how the / pieces fit?
G# / C# / F#
You and I shouldn't / even try making / sense of it
Bbm / Ebm / G#
I forgot / how we ever / came this far
G# / C# / F#
I believe we had / reasons but I / don't know what they / are
Bbm / Ebm / G#/C / Bbm
So / blame it on my / heart, / oh /
D# / Dm / C / F

Chorus I
Love moves / in mys/terious ways
F / C / Gm
It's / always so sur/prising when / love appears / over the horizon
/ Am / Bb / C# / C F
I'll love / you for the / rest of my days
/ C / Gm
But / still, it's a myst/ery
/ Am / Bb
How you ever came to / me
C# / Dm
Which only / proves love / moves in mysterious / ways
Gm / A Bb C / Dm Bb G#

Verse II

Heaven knows love is / just a chance we / take
G# / C# / F#
We make plans but then / love demands a / leap of faith
Bbm / Ebm / G#
So hold me / close, never / ever let me go
G# / C# / F#
cos even though we / think we know / which way the river / flows
Bbm / Ebm / G#/C / Bbm
That's / not the way love / goes, no
/D# / Dm / C / F

Chorus II
Love moves / in mys/terious ways
F / C / Gm
It's / always so sur/prising when / love appears / over the horizon
/ Am / Bb / c# / C F
I'll love / you for the / rest of my days
/ C / Gm
But / still, it's a myst/ery
/ Am / Bb
How you ever came to / me
C# / Dm
Which only / proves love / moves in mysterious / ways
/ Gm / A Bb-----> C / Dm

Adlib: G#/ C#/ F#/ Bbm/ Ebm/ G#

Bridge
Like the / ticking of a clock / two hearts beat / as one
/ C# / F#m7 / B
But / I'll / never understand / the way it's / done
B / C# / Ebm / G#m / C# D#

Chorus III
Love moves / in mys/terious ways
G# /D# / Bbm
It's / always so sur/prising when / love appears / over the horizon
/ Cm / C# / D# / D G#
I'll love you / for the / rest of my days
/ D# / Bbm
But / still, it's a myst/ery
/ Cm / C#
How you ever came to / me
C#m / Fm
Which only / proves love / moves in mysterious / ways
/ Bbm / Cm Dm Ebm / Fm
Love / moves in mys/terious / ways
/ C# / D# / G#

fªLLén by jªnn☼ gibBs ►

2005-04-15T10:34:00.000+08:00

A little conversation

turning into little sweet sensations

and their only getting sweeter everytime

a friendly get together

turning into visions of forever

if i just believe this foolish heart of mine

refrain:

i cant pretend

that im just a friend

and im thingking maybe we were meant to be

chorus:

i think i fallin fallin in love with you

and i don't i don't know what to do

im afraid you'll turn away

but i'll say it anyway

i think im fallin for you

im fallin for you

whenever were together

i'm wishing that goodbye's would turn to never

cause with you is where i always wanna be

whenever im beside you

all i really want to do is hold you

no one else but you has meant this much to me
(refrain, chorus2x)
im fallin for you..

iF i ªint gòt Ü bY ªLiciª kÉYs

2004-07-14T17:06:00.000+08:00

fòr mªh chªd..
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Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

burn by usher

2004-06-10T18:04:00.000+08:00

syte... e2 pra sa mga
k2lad ni a****...
m-burn k sa na!!!

[Intro]
I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same by myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

wAg nA lAng kAya bY tRue fAith

2004-06-07T19:14:00.000+08:00

gRabe.. sObrAng gAndA
n2ng sOng...

Nais ko ay magpakilala sa iyo
At ipahiwatig ang nilalaman ng puso ko
Mauunawaan mo kaya O baka sampalin mo lang
ang aking mukha Nagdadal'wang isip na
Huwag na lang kaya Huwag na lang kaya
Nais ko ay ialay sa iyo
Ang puso ko na umiibig sa iyo
Ngunit di mo na yata kailangan
ng ganyan Meron ka na
yatang kasintahan Naninikip ang tiyan
Huwag na lang kaya Huwag na lang kaya

Ngunit di mo na yata kailangan
ng ganyan Meron ka na
yatang kasintahan Naninikip ang tiyan
Huwag na lang kaya Huwag na lang kaya
Huwag na lang Huwag na lang
Huwag na lang kaya Hoo hoo

tHe rEasOn bY hOobAstAnk

2004-06-02T10:54:00.000+08:00

i'm not a perfect person, there are many things i wish i didn't do
but i continue learning. i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you

i'm sorry that i hurt, its something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all away
and be the one who catches your tears, thats why i need you to hear

i'm not a perfect person, i never meant to do those things to you
and so i hate to say before i go, that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
i've found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that i do, and that reason is you

Say It by vOices oF theOry

2004-05-31T18:47:00.000+08:00

dis is one gOod song!!..
and i love it

Say It

You know that I want you baby
You know that I need you
And you know that I love you
Just say it

Am I giving enough
Is this all that should be ohhh...
when water gets rough
will you still swim with me
so afraid to come close
it may be too soon
it may be too much
for you to consume

And I wanna know if I can live inside your world
And I wanna know if I can give it to you girl
you know that I want you, say it
you know that I need you, say it
you know that I love you, say it
my love just goes on and on and on
you know that I want you, say it
you know that I need you, say it
you know that I love you, say it
my love just goes on and on and on

I give you all that you need
there's no better place you can be
and I know that in time
you will believe in me
so please hold out your hand
and let's exchange these golden bands
cause I want you in my life
I want you to be my wife

And I wanna know if I can live inside your world
And I wanna know if I can give it to you girl
you know that I want you, say it
you know that I need you, say it
you know that I love you, say it
my love just goes on and on and on
you know that I want you, say it
you know that I need you, say it
you know that I love you, say it
my love just goes on and on and on

My girl is so special
I want to give it all to you
Loving you on and on
My girl is so special
I want to give it all to you
Loving you on and on

And I wanna know if I can live inside your world
And I wanna know if I can give it to you girl
you know that I want you, say it
you know that I need you, say it
you know that I love you, say it
my love just goes on and on and on
you know that I want you, say it
you know that I need you, say it
you know that I love you, say it
my love just goes on and on and on

pArting time by rOckstAr

2004-05-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

itz for u debie...
hehehe :)

I remember the days
When you're here with me
Those laughter and tears
We shared for years
Mem'ries that we had
For so long it's me and you
Now you're gone away
You left me all alone

Go on, do what you want
But please don't leave me
You'll break my heart
Hey, what should I do
Babe, I'm missin' you
Please don't disappear
These are the words that you should hear
Time and time again
I wish that you were here

I don't wanna lose you girl
I need you back to me
I don't wanna lose you
Baby can't you see
Oh, I need you
You've been a part of me

I wish someday you'll be back home
'Cause I really miss you
Darling, please come home

I wish someday you'll be back home
'Cause I really miss you
Darling, please come home

the mAn I was wiTh yOu bY jImmY bOnDoc

2004-05-20T12:34:00.000+08:00

wHAhaha...
nAgpA2rInIg Lang kAy kUyA pAo...
hEy!!.. seE YoU NxT WeEK HuH..LOLZ

Listen, just hear me out
Yes, I know we agreed
When we break up, we'd never give in to this need
To admit to each other, I miss you

Listen, just hear my cry
No, I won't break my word
If I do say, "I miss you," it will never be heard
Let my heart whisper all that it needs to

REFRAIN
How can you make and take a start
And just leave me here hanging
Can't even say what I'm feeling
How could you make then break my heart
If I can't say, "I miss you"
Let me say one last thing

CHORUS
I miss him and all the things he could do
I miss him just as much as I miss you
I miss him, I know you're wondering who
I miss him, I miss the man I was with you

I will never be the same
Listen just hear my voice, can you hear all the tears
That I'm planning to hide for the next thousand years
Just as long as you know, I love you

[Repeat REFRAIN]
[Repeat CHORUS]

BRIDGE
How can a blind man see the light
How can I find our kind of right
How can you take away my sight
How could you lose me in the night
Then you come and take my heart away
Now I'm losing this fight
No, I will never be the same

CHORUS
I miss him and all the things he could do
I miss him just as much as i miss you
I miss him, I know by now you know who
I miss him, hmm
I miss him, I know by now you know who
I miss him, I miss the man I was with you

tHis lOve bY mArOOn 5

2004-05-19T11:10:00.000+08:00

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on her hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

dEsperAtEly bY mIcheLLe bRanch

2004-05-18T15:29:00.000+08:00

oNe oF mAh Fave sOng
oF mIcheLLe bRanch

Something ‘bout the way you looked at me
Made me think for a moment
That maybe we were meant to be
Living our lives separately
And it’s strange that things change
But not me wanting you so desperately
Oh why can’t I ignore it?
I keep giving in but I should know better
‘Cause there was something ‘bout the way you looked at me
And it’s strange that things change
But not me wanting you so desperately

You looked me way and said, “you frustrate me”
Like you’re thinking of lines and times
When you and I were you and me
We took our chance out on the street
Then I missed my chance
And chances are it won’t be coming back to me

Oh why can’t I ignore it?
I keep giving in but I should know better
‘Cause there was something ‘bout the way you looked at me
And it’s strange that things change
But not me wanting you so desperately
So desperately

Oh why can’t I ignore it?
I keep giving in but I should know better
‘Cause there was something ‘bout the way you looked at me
And it’s strange that things change
But not me wanting you so desperately

I want you so desperately
I keep giving in but I should know better
I keep giving in but I should know better
So desperately
I want you so desperately

if yOur gOne bY maTchbOx 20

2004-05-18T15:26:00.000+08:00

pipol hu mIss sOme1...

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone.
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - But I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem
I'm feeling

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - do I talk too much
I know it's wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

wiTh a sMile bY e'hEads

2004-05-18T15:24:00.000+08:00

hehehe
>for mAh fRendz :)

Lift your head, baby, don't be scared
Of the things that could go wrong along the way
You'll get by with a smile
You can't win at everything but you can try.
Baby, you don't have to worry
Coz there ain't no need to hurry
No one ever said that there's an easy way
When they're closing all their doors
They don't want you anymore
This sounds funny but I'll say it anyway.
Girl I'll stay through the bad times
Even if I have to fetch you everyday
I'll get by if you smile
You can never be too happy in this life.
In a world where everybody
Hates a happy ending story
It's a wonder love can make the world go round
(And/But) don't let it bring you down
And turn your face into a frown
You'll get along with a little prayer and a song.
(Too doo doo...)
Let me hear you sing it
(Too doo doo...)
Now it's time to kiss away those tears goodbye.
Ooh...

sOrry na bY parOkYa nI eDgAr

2004-05-18T15:18:00.000+08:00

Sorry na kung nagalit ka di naman sinasadya
Kung may nasabi man ako init lang ng ulo
Pipilitin kong magbago pangako sa iyo

Sorry na nakikinig ka ba? Malamang sawa ka na
Sa ugali kong ito na ayaw magpatalo
At parang sirang tambutso na hindi humihinto

Sorry na talaga kung ako'y medyo tanga
Hindi ako nag-iisip na-uuna ang galit
Sorry na talaga sa aking nagawa
Tanggap ko na mali ako wag sanang magtampo
Sorry na

Sorry na wag kang madadala
Alam kong medyo nahihirapan ka
Na ibigin ang isang katulad kong parang timang
Na paulit-ulit kang hindi sadyang nasasaktan

Sorry na saan ka pupunta?
Please naman wag kang mawawala
Kapag ako ay iwan mo mamamatay ako
Pagkat hawak mo sa iyong kamay ang puso ko

Mahal kita sobrang mahal kita
Wala na akong pwedeng sabihin pang iba
Kundi sorry talaga di ko sinasadya
Talagang sobrang mahal kita
Wag kang mawawala
Sorry na

tHis vEry mOmEnt bY k-ci and jOjO

2004-05-17T18:42:00.000+08:00

iTz mAh sOng fOr mAh cHad...
hOpe u lYk It! mwAh*

I can’t believe it’s true
I’m standin’ here in front of you
And you are here with me
So unbelievable
I’d never ever let you go
My heart is yours for keeps

Let’s make a vow (Let’s make a vow, baby)
Right here and now (Here and now)

This is the day that I prayed for
And you are the girl of my dreams
And my place in life is right here by your side
On this day (On this day)
This very moment (This very moment, oh)

Today it’s you and I
We celebrate a brand new life
That God has given us
Until the end of time
I’ll hold your precious hand in mine
A promise you can treasure

We said the words (We said the words, “I do”), “I do”
Forever all my love for you {Oh...} (For you)

This is the day that I prayed for {I prayed for}
And you are the girl of my dreams {You are the girl of my dreams}
And my place in life {Ooh...} is right here by your side
On this day {From this day, yeah...}

My heart and soul will beat
This day was meant to be {Oh...oh...oh...}
I need you desperately
Through all eternity (Through all eternity)

So perfect and (Oh) so right (So right)
I vow to share my life
I’ll be here by (By) your side
From now on
This is the day that I prayed for (This is the day)
And you are the girl of my dreams (You’re the girl of my dreams)
And my place in life {Yeah, yeah, yeah} is right here by your side {By your side}
On this day {On this day}
This very moment {This very moment} (Ooh...ooh...ooh...ooh...ooh...ooh...)
This very moment (Very moment)
This very moment

I can’t believe it’s true
I’m standin’ here in front of you
And you are here with me
This very moment

a LittLe bIt bY MYMP

2004-05-17T18:25:00.000+08:00

i jst pOst thIs sOng cOz it's mAh favE :)

I was kinda hesitant to tell you
Should've let you know
I was never really like this before
Need I say more

Or maybe I'm confused
When you are near me
I dont know what to do or I should be

There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me

i'm a little bit of crazy
i'm a little bit of a fool
i'm a little bit of lonely
i'm a little bit of all
oh I need a cure
just a little bit of you
and I will fall

I'm always on the run to see you
If you'll allow me to
It wasn't my intention to hurt you
This feeling is true

Or maybe i'm confused
When you are near me
I dont what know to do or I should be

There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me

i'm a little bit of crazy
i'm a little bit of a fool
i'm a little bit of lonely
i'm a little bit of all
oh I need a cure
just a little bit of you
and I will fall

nOt mEant tO bE...

2004-05-17T18:19:00.000+08:00

Not Meant to Be
Alone and brokenhearted,
I remember the time we departed.
I know that it was hard for you,
It was hard for me too.
Lying in the cold,
Crying in the night.
I wish this feeling would end.
Yet, people see me happy, but only I pretend.
Still, you call me on my phone,
Hoping that I'm still home.
It's not fair to me and you,
I know that because it's true.
You're trapped in your past,
Not knowing when it will pass.
Looking sad and depressed,
Your life became a mess.
So please, try to understand,
Hoping we'll still stand.
Let's call "it's quits" and make a deal.
You don't have to accept the way I feel.

1st tym....

2004-05-17T18:09:00.000+08:00

>>dis is mah 1st pOst

>>and i'm jst chiLLin' oUt

>>hehehe